Shady creatures, slinking about hide behind well-formed excuses that have ingrained themselves into dark places. Making it seem that all is well, nothing is off and yet the sky is crooked when you look up. Living lies all around me.
Ramblings of Agitation-6/22/13
Saturday, June 22, 2013
Seeing Devious
It's become clear that which was obscured, something I fought hard not to exist within me, exists despite my better intentions to avoid it. Deep down inside a fortress of deceptive self-preserving mechanisms, things I do not like, are growing.
Ugly as I ever thought I could be but not to the visible eye, just to me. I am becoming.
I separated myself from things I thought to be beneath me, things I thought were wrong and cruel. I fought hard to avoid that which turns man into animal and back to man again, seething with danger.
And yet as time grinds on, I have seen small inklings of those very things creeping out from inside of me when I wasn't looking. Startlingly so.
How did this come to be?
I did not know I could be so mortal, so petty as to deceive myself while also deceiving another.
All unintentionally of course.
I did not ever think I would...
What has happened to me when I wasn't looking?
6/4/13©DanyaMosgofian
Ugly as I ever thought I could be but not to the visible eye, just to me. I am becoming.
I separated myself from things I thought to be beneath me, things I thought were wrong and cruel. I fought hard to avoid that which turns man into animal and back to man again, seething with danger.
And yet as time grinds on, I have seen small inklings of those very things creeping out from inside of me when I wasn't looking. Startlingly so.
How did this come to be?
I did not know I could be so mortal, so petty as to deceive myself while also deceiving another.
All unintentionally of course.
I did not ever think I would...
What has happened to me when I wasn't looking?
6/4/13©DanyaMosgofian
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